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2011-08-08T09:15:00.001-07:00

i feel terrible. like nobody understands me.

2011-07-31T08:37:00.001-07:00

i really need to talk to someone badly.

whats the use of having so many friends but there is non you can talk to.

2011-07-17T05:13:00.000-07:00

hoho!! okay. so life's been good. although not as good as the days that i used to just splurge on whatever i feel like having or most importantly food! haha. so i've been rather depress because i have been saving money intensively for alot of on-coming stuffs like chalet, trips and more trips! haha. yes, friends have made plans to travel far-away with me next year! hahah! so fun!! i can't wait for it! and hopefully i get to save up really more than enough which i dont think will be possible! but i will try!!!
therefore,
i've been starving myself until the right time to eat. which is so depressing! i think im getting skinner! NOOOOO!!! -.- life sucks now! but it's gonna get better when i saved enough! (:

2011-07-06T04:23:00.000-07:00

im getting fucking stressed out because of fyp. this sucks.
and,
being in a relationship is super contradicting. i thought i was mature enough to know what i know was right to do. but no. i was wrong. the reason why i did not want to go into a relationship; i can hardly handle my own problems.
so contradiction starts,
its like each of us are stubbon and wants things in our own way. therefore starts arguing. and once one party starts giving in the other will be like sorry its not your fault. its mine. and this pushing and pulling of faults starts. and leads to unhappyness.
being single is good. but having a partner is better? i like the way we are when we're happy and crazy. better than when im single and happy, friends will only find you annoying but obviously i know they feel happy too. hee.. but that one partner will share your happiness. and show you hes happy too knowing that im happy. i love you!

2011-06-27T04:39:00.000-07:00

boyf is back from hk. :D happy happy! but he's having fever! damn worried pleasse. LOL. and he's not taking this seriously can! omg! -.- because of this fever thats happening now in hk and china. im not sure about this fever thing. but still worried can!
and
im now doing my portfolio which must be submitted and graded tmr! gg. haha! think have to ow tong siao liao! -.-

2011-06-21T08:06:00.000-07:00

hoho! time is passing really slow?!
haha! because i seriously dread being a year 3 student! i just cant wait to graduate. but i dont want graduate so soon too! :( what am i going to do after my graduation? :/ seriously i have LOTS and LOTS of friends who tell me they seriously dont know what is going to happen when they graduate. :/ i hope there is a path for me where im really interested to go follow! hehe. lol
anyway!
boyf just flew to hongkong with his family for a week! excited for him! i cant wait to fly too! haha! but i kinda miss him liao! even though we had a short conversation when he touched down at hk airport! haha! :)

2011-06-10T00:55:00.000-07:00

okay i know, random day, but i just love making things for you! (:
and
just want you to know everything will really be fine. please dont always be so negative..
not cool.. i'll be there for you even though i cant help, but please remember i'll be there.
and i have been slacking so so so much that i keep skipping school, which is so not cool. ):
i need motivation to study!
going for wedding dinner later! boring. ):
have fun clubbing girls! you're gonna miss my company! HAHAA!! but dont be sad! my heart will be with you guys! <3

2011-06-08T11:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEMA!!!

yayy!
been out all day with my fav marvelous girls! haha! had awesome food the WHOLE day! hahah!
headed to
Cafe Swiss for lunch buffet! haha! awesome food..
but..
seriously buffet is so not worth it for us. like we ate so little! ): haha..
and
caught insidious! lol. honestly speaking. lame show! hahaha!
okay then..
we headed to nyp to surprise hema with a small cake! haha! yes, surprise success! haha!
LETS DO THIS AGAIN GIRLS!!! LOVE YOUR COMPANY SUPER MUCH! HAHAHAHAH! <

2011-05-25T06:39:00.001-07:00

omg. its the 25th already and still no signs. /: please dont think too much! nothing will happen. (:
and just got a call. wonder how i will survive with my pay next month. so very broke. /:
anyway.
went swimming with boyf today. hahah! like finally get to swim and tan. but. tan not very obvious. abit fail. hahaha! dont worry! there will be next time! HAHAAH!
and and
its been a LONG LONG time since i buy blog shop!! the itch to buy things is killing me!!!
LYNETTE YOU HAVE TO CONTROLLLL!!!! :'(
k bye.

2011-05-22T02:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :D
treated mummy sakae. haha. yes although im broke. but i still have to do something for mummy on her birthday! (:

so...
this month is quite a tough month for me. financially wise. and academically wise.
super broke after buying my bb. ok. i lost it sometime ago. so just got my new bb like last sunday. awesome but not awesome. boyf paid half for it. thank you boyf. as for academically wise. i couldnt seem to catch up. gg.com for me. ): i always tell myself revision is a must!! but lazyness always comes! fml lah! lol. seriously i really need some self discipline on this.

and so.. on the way back from work i was thinking sooooo much. i really dont need so many friends. just afew close friends and im happy enough. close friends as in friends that i can count on whether im happy or sad or lonely. friends that i can call anytime to talk or go out with. not having to worry if i will trouble them or not. not having to worry if they will want to go out with me or not. friends that i can talk to without worrying. ):

2011-04-10T08:15:00.000-07:00

hahaha! on the phone with sher and von!! HAHAHA! they're awesome! :D
you suddenly called me while you were sleeping! please take care of your health!

2011-04-04T04:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERICKA! :D
hahaha.. okay! once i update means there are alot of things going on in my life this few week! HAHA. good and bad! :)
bad stuff first!
30mar was your birthday, im sorry that as once a good friend, i didnt even try to celebrate it with you. im sorry.
good news!
i got my pay! :) although i get it every month but this month is best! :)
have been hanging out alot with mc peeps.
virgin club with mc peeps. and again on 15!
going club again on wednesday with sher and cal hopefully von is able to make it!
met up with sher and von for supper! awesome! although its alway near my house.
and there is someone new in my life. :)

2011-03-11T04:58:00.000-08:00

life's been awesome this few days. lots of activities. like blading, pool, chalet, night cycling and not to miss working?! HAHAHA! working has also become my favourite activity because of my marvelous colleagues! LOVE THEM LOTSS!! :D hmm, and i learnt how to blade!!! like finally! HAHAH. and im kinda addicted to pool. shit! :/ but its really an awesome sport?! do you call that sport? HAHA!
and im still troubled. like there is a wall which i dont dare to break it. that results to why i dont want to get into a relationship. im sorry to the guys out there. but im just not ready? or if you're able to break it for me. HAHAA! i may consider! lol. oh. and i think you're interesting too. hee. because you're cute and humorous. HAHAHA!

2011-02-28T05:51:00.000-08:00

alot of things have been running through my mind lately. and there are like tons of things undone. and alot of things are happening. you, who shouldnt be treating me so well is treating me so well which is making me confused. im trying hard to not get too close to you. but.. :/ sigh. and you who keep asking me out. but i keep giving lame excuses. im sorry. just prefer it if we go out as a group. and about the poly clique i used to hang out with frequently. i seem to have hurt you guys. which i have no idea what, besides the fyp thing. so i suppose its the fyp that is making us keep our distance. im really sorry.

2011-02-25T09:52:00.000-08:00

to you who may have read my blog previously. i am sorry if i have hurt you. but i really really as a friend, wants you to be happy. and as i've told you lots of times. there are other girls out there who are more worthy of your time. but dont just find any girl to ruin your life. one thing i totally hate about you, is you being too pessimistic. isn't this life? you just have to accept what has become of you and me. you continue being emo is what will make me stay away more from you. im fine being a good friend. just dont be emo. your life will be as colourful as anyone else. and i just want to say im sorry.

2011-02-24T01:29:00.000-08:00

:D im back to blogger! HAHAH! i realise this is the only site where i can edit my template! HAHA i need practice on that! so im back to blogger! :D
hahah! just edited the fonts! cute righttt! i love it! :D just that the tag board looks abit disturbing and the HAHAHA on top! disturbing too! but i haven fingure out where is the HAHAHA lol. anyway, i feel like sleeping. but i'll be a good girl and start figuring out the score for qing tian. somebody annoying only! HAHAH! but its quite fun actually :p